the republic of heaven

the map is not the territory

awesome - goliath
My laptop slipped away quietly into the night. My attempts to revive her have been for naught.

While it saddens me that I've lot the ability to watch movies while I work on something else, I'm kinda....not broken up. It forces me to be on the PC, which forces me to do some things that I'd regulated to the PC only. Like icon-making. After brunch, icons!

had a weird dream
shocked and appalled - goku
Dreamed that I was pregnant. I think I found out in the middle of a Titan attack (I stayed up all night watching Attack on Titan just before this), which made the thought of childbirth even scarier than usual (the little Titans, man....*shudder*). Anyway, I brought up to my mother that with my PCOS, it may just be a false positive, and she got pissed off at me and we fought. The only one that got me out was this male co-worker (that I've kinda had a squish on for years. He's handsome) who broke down the door, I think? Later, I had to go to my art class. He, my mom, and I all piled into the car, and the front and rear passenger doors fell clean off (stuck in the mud?) and we had to hold on for dear life even if we had seat belts because I told Mom to drive anyway.

I can't remember the rest. The doorbell rang and woke me up.

I'ma watch the rest of Attack on Titan now. It's a real good show.

day two: the movie
goat noises - haru
It is day two of the epic amount of laundry I'm doing. Holy shiiiiit, so much. I should have taken a before picture, you wouldn't believe how terrible it was. And...shit, if I get paid at the end of June (like I hope), I am finally buying a goddamn vacuum cleaner.

Day three (which will be Friday. I'm going into town/having my class tomorrow will be all about dusting and putting books away. And Korra. (Yes, I still watch it. It got fucking good last season, I'm hoping they don't fuck it up again.

sugar pirate skull
Yesterday was my last work day. WOO FUCKING HOO!!

But then I ate dinner, and I fucking passed out. I don't know why, i wasn't especially tired from work. but I couldn't stand to wake up.

I've got SO much cleaning to do. I wish Kim and Aggie would stop by. There's also the new laundry service around the corner, but I don't think I can pay a MILLION DOLLARS for my laundry right now.

last days
sugar pirate skull
Uhm. I haven’t been on here in ages. I fell in love with tumblr (like a lot of people have). But I want to come back here as my friend hollsh did because I’m more comfortable with the format for writing personal posts. So!! I have a lot that I need to catch you up on. And since I’m not a good writer at all and I want to get this over with, I will do it in a list of BULLET POINTS.[and under a cut!]Collapse )

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sugar pirate skull
Okay! I'm not sure if anyone saw my mistake (posted to the wrong journal), but I am very much alive. Kept up the weight loss, still don't have my full driver's liscence. I am thoroughly me.

Uhmmm....okay, bye!

embarrassed - suki
My stomach is churning, guys.

I don't know why I'm suddenly so nervous, but I am. The next couple of weeks are gonna be hell. To me, anyway. I'm excited to practice driving, but gah... I wanna cry.

And the budget now. Noooo.

EDIT: I just played around with some numbers. With some large number rounding, and saving $200 a month, I have...$100 a month to play with. Well. Shit?

EDIT: Ah, fuck. I need gas money, too. Fuck.

sugar pirate skull


I have named her Nubie, short for Nublada ("cloudy"). Eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!

life is happening!
woo! renge-kun
Sorry I haven't been posting as I'd have liked to, guys. I actually have shit to say this time!

1. I FINALLY FINALLY FINALLY got my learner's permit yesterday! It was...frighteningly easy. My only problem is that instead of the six months I thought it would have me to get my for real driver's license, I have twenty days. Holy shrimp, twenty days. o I have to get my instructor and shit together pronto.

2. Actually started looking at cars yesterday. EXCITEMENT. There's one I have my eye on in particular. It's white, which I wasn't sold on at first, but now I'm becoming a fan. However, I'm trying not to get too worked up about it.

3. Early voted yesterday. WOO FUCKING HOO. Now I don't have to go to the Coliseum and stand in line for HOURS trying to get it done there.

4. Started my 401K yesterday.

So many adult things done, I was work out. But I used my day off effectively. Success! Now for not so adult things.

The other day, we took our kids on a field trip to a place called Art Quest. Basically it's an art studio for kids. Guys, I was nerdgasming from the stuff. Paints, clay, drawing stations, YARN. SO HAPPY WAS I. So...the last two years have been rough for me art wise, but I absolutely can't walk away from it. I just can't. I'll get my mojo back. Somehow.

I've been inspired this week, though. I've been working on my [qfwiki] (the info, not the site. I was at work)--I've been replacing names and drawing maps. I even started on a historical one the other day. I was proud of myself, I never thought I'd get into history without a finalized language to go with it. I knew you couldn't have one, though, history and language go had in hand. But...sometimes you just have to push through. [/conworlding nerdery] [/linguistics nerdery]

SCANS WILL COME LATER. It looks like shit, it's on lined paper, but I actually did something so FUCK YEAH.

okay sure whatever! avatar
I squeezed my butt into a 1X skirt today. It was SURREAL.

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